hmm ok dun really have much to blog abt today. went to sch super early ok... so proud of myself haha... first time i came first!!! but still started late anyway haha oops. i handed over the book to marcus and guess wad???? its DESTROYED. i was so SAD... edmund is evil ok. my poor book!!! boohoo haha... and marcus said it will get into worse condition under him!!! boohoo even more! anyway after sch i was studying in sch! so dilligent haha... and i dunno if i shld apply to the uk cos i really dun think i can make it haha... maybe my record is not tt bad or anything but like im sure any teacher will write me a nice testimonial lah... mr changs will be liek "she skips classes regularly and is always sleeping" i fell asleep in lab today again! haha... mr chang had to wake me up when lab was almost finishing... and mrs leow will like say tt im arrogant or soemthing... and mrs koh like hates our class as it is... and mr lim... well hes pissy and im scared of him haha... mr koh is ok i guess but i oso dunno if he has any impression of me... sighz. ok nvm anyway. i wanna go nus haha... i love my country hees. :p

i was tokking to jacob today and i realise tt this is like the first time i ever really tokked to him haha... hes qt a nice guy lah... it washis birthday and the nanwanis tried to jack him in the reading room haha... i just concentrated on packing my bag hees. den i met dex for dinner heh. wow i spent super alot of money on chocs lah... im a pig :( went church for fellowship com meeting heh. we going to have retreat soon... and me and dave are in charge of some break fast thingy... was researching games just now and found some SUPER funny and lame ones haha... i will see wad he says :p

i guess tt when u are in a relationship u will feel very special and loved and stuff esp when the other party does something super nice for u or like pampers u or something. but sometimes i dunno. i think im happy the way i am now... ive known how i feels both ways and tho yah i agree it felt good last time but now its like. im free to make friends with whoever i want, to msg whoever i want whenever i want, i dont have to worry if my bf will get upset if im too close to a certain person or if i go out with other guys. and frankly since i guess im the kinda person hu tends to click better with guys den girls tts like qt a big prob haha. anyway dexter is becoming spastic! welcome to the sisterhood haha... i really want to meet his sister. i bet shes funky haha! ok nvm. hmm i wanted to say something but i forgot! hees.

sometimes i think if maybe i was free last yr i might have liked someone but im so glad i din. cos now its like... i dunno. its so confusing? like i know i dun like him tt way but yet i like him in a different way i like other guy frens. its like hes just different haha... its abit wierd. i dunno like a brother maybe... yah. i guess tts wad he is to me haha... and im glad! :)